M.O.D.E

Game mode----Dead XX

Movie mode---- Hibernate

Drama mode----Shut down!

Facebook mode----Log off

Blogging mode----Sleep

Shopping mode----Lock

(These are my warriors to fight the war with me!)

Eating mode----Triggered

(Seriously,I don't even bother to tidy up my bed.So this will be how my bed look like throughout the exam period)

Sleeping mode----24/7

(Shoes,slippers and sandals are here and there)

Lazy mode----Switch user

(The messier the better.hahaha)

So now RESTART the Study mode!! Start fighting!

Welcome back Nerdy Lisa *evil smile*

Have your happy study week =)

*Damn! Should I say Thank You??*

So with the messy condition of my room,

it is predictable the owner of it won't be in any better than that.

So not to frighten anyone,

I've decided not to post any of  my photos,

cause some of my friends can't recognise me(the nerdy Lisa)

experiment #1: 

When I walked out of my room,

Daren say 'Hi' to me.

I was so so so damn surprised,since when this 'ki na' becomes so polite?

Say 'Hi' to me somemore?

of course I know something's wrong.

Daren: ehy,I thought you are some other people.

==

experiment #2:

Yuh Feng and Fei Lin asking what's wrong with me,

fringe was clipped up so high,

wearing socks,

wearing cardigan.

yea,I know thats look awful,

but I am kind of a nerd now><

I don't really have much fashion sense.haha

放纵

今天心情不怎么样，
就是不想读书，
不想看戏，
不想讲话，
懒得上网，
只想睡觉。

偶尔放纵自己，
也未免不是件好事。

今天的我就是这样，
就酱，
睡觉了。
晚安。

Path now taken

Last time,I was unsure of my future,
because I ain't sure whether what I have chosen now suits me or not.
Why pharmacist?
Seriously,I don't know!
I don't really have much enthusiasm in being a pharmacist,
I don't really care much bout medicine,
I don't really know what we need to become a pharmacist.

Today,CELS lecture teaches about HIV/AIDS,
I ain't sure why,
but it seems that I'm quite interested with this topic.
maybe I am influenced by some of the movies or dramas that I have watched before,
the storyline that revolve around this incurable disease which earned my tears.
Yeap, as we know that,
there is still no cure for AIDS.
But do we know why?
Not until today that I know the reason,
AIDS is caused by HIV,
HIV is not simply a virus,
once it enters our body,it will undergo mutation and different types of viruses are produced.
Then the mutated viruses will be transported in the body and enter another cells and undergo further mutation!
So billions of mutated viruses are carried in a person with AIDS!
How can we find a way to cure these billions viruses??
The moment we found one,another new virus is produced in the body. 
So the medicine can be used to treat the old virus,then what about the new arisen one?

I hate why those viruses keep changing,
I just feel so heartache for those patients,
Yea,maybe some of them deserved it,
but how about those innocent one?
I just feel that there must be something that I can do to help them.
I need to do something,
I have to do something,
I can do something,
I want to help them to fight against this fast evolving creature!!

I know that I have chosen the right path,
After understanding more about health sciences thingy,
getting to know about different types of diseases,
I heartily thank God for blessing me with a healthy body.
Why pharmacist?
I have an answer now.
Not as great as a doctor though,
we are at the second line of defence,
we fight as hard as others do to find a cure!

The lecture today lit up the fire in me.
I am proud to say that I am a future pharmacist :)
And I'm ready to help.

Prevention is better than cure.

There must be something that I can do,

maybe not now,

but in the future.

I'll help!

A WTH week

This isn't a real good week though I have been quite productive in my study.
Thought that the term test will only be 15 lectures,
Hell yeah,it is actually gonna be 23 lectures!
WTH??!!!
My study plan is ruined,
and I need to reschedule my study time.
When things aren't going to what I plan,
I'm gonna be really pissed of.

Sleeping at 12.30am one midnight,
Forgot what took me to sleep so late,
Movie or fb? But absolutely not study><
Was waken up at 1.30 by the fire alarm!
OMG!! I was so reluctant to wake up,
yet life has no second time,
so rather than saving my sleep,I save my life.
grabbed my keys,locked my door,
going down the staircase with sleepy and grumpy mood,
I didn't realise I was in my short sleeve sports tee.
I was almost frozen standing outside,
Thank God,
it was only 20minutes that I need to bare with the ultimate coldness,
went back to room,
HELL yeah! Can't really get into sleep!
WTH!! I have 8am lecture later!
No kidding man,
There was a second fire alarm!
I felt so helpless,do I have to go out again??!!
Luckily NOT! That's just a false alarm.

The wind is getting so ridiculous one day!
It was almost 83km/hr--My driving speed most of the time.
So it wasn't exaggerating if I said I was literally blown to lecture.
Trees were swaying so aggressively that branches fell.
Leaves were blown everywhere that they hit my face!
WTH! that was painful alright?.
Can't even open my eyes properly, not to mention talking.
But Thank God I am strong enough to fight against the wind,
and survived all the challenges!
LOL

There was supposed to be a pizza and movie night yesterday,
but due to little participation from our floor,
our R.A was kind of pissed of,
and of course that won't be a good thing.
So people come and kind of forcefully convince us to go for some pizza (at least),
Though I was stuck in the midst of my own hong kong drama,
I showed up,
for the sake of pizza and my RA,
(fyi,the pizza is NOT FREE.haha)

But seems like this is not only a WTH week for me,
for some of my friends as well.
Yea,of course as the test is just around the corner.

However,if this is a WTH week,next week will surely be a good week.
Things always get better,I truly believe in this=)
Good luck in the upcoming test and finals!
Lets Rock It!!

What we are today comes from yesterday,and our present thought builds up our life tomorrow.

祈祷

最近，两位死党都生病了。
一个心病，
一个真的生病。
生病的那位不错哦，
病了还知道来和我拿药吃，
那才乖，病了就是要吃药的嘛。
心病的那位，
就棘手一点了。
没药，但。
我有肩膀一个，
笑话一堆（就怕你冷到），
还有一整队的朋友团，
任君挑选。哈哈哈。

天气越来越冷了，要好好照顾身体。
（天啊，巨蟹的母爱散发出来了，哈哈哈！！）

愿主保佑他们早日康复吧。=)

小小插曲：
一个人出来和真正的社会打交道后，
发现好多时候不懂也要装懂，
lecture时，听不懂lecturer的笑话，
可是整个lecture hall都 burst into laughter 时，
当时你也要笑，不笑你就很好笑，虽然不知在笑什么。哈哈，可悲。。
这时候才明白，
父母小时候教我们，
不懂不要装懂，
是要我们学得多一些，
以减少长大后不懂装懂的次数。
看来都太迟了，
没办法，只好继续装下去了。

人生的小插曲

我想，这下我真的惨了。
好像中招了，
嘴角竟不自觉地上扬。
眼神不自觉地流露些喜悦，
可是，
这不是个好的预兆，
醒醒吧！
这只是幻想，幻想，幻想罢了！！
不是的，不会的，都是假的！
虽然有那么一刻有那么的一点希望是真的，
哈哈，
真矛盾。。囧
时间久了，
应该会好一点吧。

嗯。。
会的，
会好一点。

看不懂吗？
没关系。
就是要写到你们不懂。
哈哈哈。。

套句淑妮常说的话，
没错，
我现在就是在用肺写blog!

Simply the Best

During secondary school time,

I had to wake up real early in the morning.

My mum is my alarm clock,she'll shake me until I wake up every day.

Then I'll always pretend that I have waken up,

just to hope that she'll go back to her room,

and I'll lie down and get few more minutes of sleeping time.

Then what I'll hear for the next few moment will be--

(in a high pitch!)--LISA!!!!!YOU DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL,DO YOU?? DON'T COMPLAIN TO ME IF YOU ARE MARKED LATE! WAKE UP NOW!! YOU ARE GONNA BE LATE!!!

And there I goes~~

During lunch time,

she will always be there to send me lunch.

Sometimes,she might be late,trapped in a traffic jam or overcrowding in bank or whatsoever problem,

She will be very sorry and keep on apologising,

that's when my heart melts,

but I'll be just like,that's really alright,

I ain't starving,I can just wait.

When it's time to go back from school,

she'll always be at that particular seat with her whole bunch of aunty friends,

talking and laughing at the same time,

then I will be like a cool yet polite girl,

greet the aunties one by one,smiling~ =)

and stood there waiting for them to finish their stories.(with kind of == expression)

2009's Mothers' Day

It's around 12 midnight,

when my mum get the news that JPA's result was released.

And me,at that moment,has already deep asleep.

All of a sudden,

someone came into my room,

with an excited voice,telling me that

"Lisa! You got JPA!!!You got it!"

With a sleepy voice,I replied"Oh,that's good!"

And again,I laid back on my bed.

My mum was even more excited than I am,

she kept on praising God,

I think that's the best gift from JPA to my mum during Mothers' Day.haha

So in 2010,I was in KL and unable to celebrate with her.

And this year as well,Im in NZ.

Sometimes I realised that distance foster our bonds.

I rarely say I love you to my mum,--because Im too shy to utter the words.

I rarely hug my mum,not to mention kiss..because..yea shy~haha

But I did quite frequent hold my mum's hand,

or in the other way,my mum holds my hand,

when there are many people around,

when we are crossing the road,

when she is afraid of something,

or when she wanna hold me =)

Sometimes I feel that our duty was exchanged.

I feel like Im the mum.haha

There was once when we were skype-ing,

then she told me she planned to buy a new luggage to China,and the luggage is quite big.

But then she is going with her friend,

meaning that she needs to carry her luggage all by her own.

And what makes things worse is that they are going to use public transport all the way from airport to hotel,

So thinking that it will be quite troublesome for her to take such a huge luggage,

I ask her if she can carry it on her own,and considering to bring a smaller luggage.

Then she acts kind of like a kid giving excuses that she might be buying lots of things,

and she should be able to carry the luggage cause it actually wouldn't be that heavy.

After saying this,

then she stopped and think again,

and say--Yea,maybe it will be quite troublesome too.

Haha~ She's just so cute~

She loves nagging,just like all other mums,

What did you have for lunch and dinner today?

Have you done your laundry?

Have you done your homework?

How's test today?

What are you going to do later?

Have you taken your shower?

What had you done today?

What's that in your room?

........

......

...

..

.

That's just her way to show her love <3

Today they are celebrating Mothers' Day at my grandma's house,

and I skyped with them though the line sucks.

This is my grandma.

yea the picture is blurry cause the line isn't good.

And my mum! And again she asked me my whole activities of the day =P

My dad. I miss him =)

Though we don't get to skype too long due to connection problem,

it's enough knowing that they are all good,

That's all what I always hope for,

hope that they are always blessed with healthiness and happiness.

Cause they are just so important to me.

So yea,Happy Mothers' Day Mummy!

Thanks for being there everytime I needed you,

I really do appreciate it! <3

Being a mum is one of the highest salaried job since the payment is pure love~

Interlude of the day:

Miss recognized you as another person,

sorry for that,

ooppss,thinking back bout it was really funny,

luckily I didn't make a shame on myself.

Misunderstood's over and we'll have our own life back.

Perfect

Made a wrong turn, once or twice 
Dug my way out, blood and fire 

Bad decisions? that's alright! 

Welcome to my silly life 

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood 

Miss 'No way it's all good', it didn't slow me down 

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated 

Look, I'm still around 

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're perfect to me! 

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong 

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead 

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it! 

Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game 

It's enough! I've done all I can think of 

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same 

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel 

Like you're less than perfect 

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing 

You're perfect to me 

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear 

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer 

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time 

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere 

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair 

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time 

Why do we do that? Why do I do that? 

Why do I do that?!!

I love this song,

it tells the truth---No one is perfect,yet you are perfect to me =)

That's the wonder of LOVE.

Never live under the shadow of others,

Be yourself! 

They don't like your hair?

They don't like your jeans?

Who cares? Why should we try so hard just to fulfill what others want us to be.

That's just a waste of time.

Change the voices in your head,make them like you instead!

Browsed back on my facebook photos,

Memorable secondary school moments,

taking silly pictures during lessons,

Sports day which bring tears of joy,

The day I left KK to INTEC

buddies were waiting at the airport at 4.30am!(yes it is 4.30 AM!)

Whole group of us snapped lotsa photos,

played wolf at the airport,

Hugs but not tears.

INTEC

Met lotsa new friends here,

the 38 gang which share the same interest and always there for each other,

start of my independent life~

Pre-departure & Day to NZ

The 38 gang went for the last outing before each of us pursue our own study in NZ or Aust,

Crazy moments,

Fun time,

Fly day,

a day of tears-I hate parting,it's such a sweet sorrow.

Today I have a visitor--Nostalgia~